miss previous d me

i really feel myself chg a lot
my negative feeling is getting more den my positive feeling
bcum very moody,emotional...
previously my negative feeling wun last longer den an hour
will self recover very soon,really proud of it
but now i realise tat i had lost d ability
easy to get influence by others
difficult to recover from negative feeling
when getting to noe more n more
feel heavy n heavy
but willing to becum listener
juz i really duno how to release myself from ppl feelings
miss previous d me.......